Tuesday, October 19, 2010

A good note

Hey everyone sorry been away for so long just a lot going on no good news on the job front still sucks and ideas please pass them along! I did get accepted to school so I am very excited and it is one step closer to a good future. I hope everyone is doing well I am still not on a good track on my weight it just keeps getting higher and higher hopefully soon I can get back on track.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Lost

Hey everyone sorry I have been out of touch for a while just so much going on and I am just lost.....the job front sucks my weight is horrible and I do not see anything positive coming my way for some time. Trying to keep the attitude upbeat but at times I just feel like a failure and nothing is right with the world. I know so many of us a struggling and I really don't have the right to complain but shit I am so over it! Life does not need to be this hard why can't I get the job why can't I get off my ass and get back into shape something has to change soon or I may explode.........ok venting is good.....