Back on Track

Went to the Doctor today and well she told me all the things I know have to do to get myself back on track. And my weight is at 330 lbs.....I know I know it is high but I really thought it was well around 400 so to me I am on a good track. I am back on my regular eating and I am suppose to lose 15 lbs in 1 mth no problem I know I can - now off to find a gym or somewhere to sweat keep your fingers crossed!

It is time to get back on the wagon

Hey everyone I am back in NO and loving it! I have been very bad this past week but after looking over some pics I have taken over the last few months I am so ready to get back on my routine. Going to find a YMCA next week so I can get back into pool time and really set myself up to do well. I hope you all doing well and we can all reconnect soon I so need the kind words and any advice you have.

Thanks!

Crazy times

Hey everyone sorry I have been away for so long but so much has been going on and no time to post. I moved to New Orleans the first week of July and my feet hit the ground running. I have been working for my old employer in Florida for the last few weeks and I am exhausted! So no time to work out no time to eat right etc.....I so want my life back. Working 7 days a week 12 hours a day takes a huge toll on you and I am so not proud of this. I need my life back to normal where I work have me time and also just time to think about how to improve on my eating and life. I am going home next week and hopefully I can get my life back on track. Miss you guys hope to back on soon.

The new journey begins

I hope everyone is doing well I have some news to share today....In the next week I am moving to NOLA and hoping this new journey will put me back into the attitude that change is good. So much to do and not enough time to do it in. I am so thankful for all of the wonderful people in my life (including all of you) that support me at all times I am excited and also worried my life has been such a downer for so long that getting out of it has been hard but I do really feel that this change is going to be the best thing I need right now and I have hopes that all good things do come to those that wait. So please keep me in your thoughts and thanks to this blog I can at least keep in contact with all of you.

We can never win can we

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This is just the icing on the cake for me we can never win either we work out or we are to Fat what is it people we need the machines to work on to help with our routine but this going to far. I am so tired of this and tired of people and their attitudes toward people who have weight problems. I have enough to deal with don't make it any worse I know I am fat I know I need to work I know what I need to do so let me do it!

I am a movin

Hey everyone today is a productive day. Working on my projects that need to be done in the next week and also coming up with a new strategy for my weight goals. I am hoping in the coming weeks I can get myself back up and going and not let anything keep me down. I hate this up and down stuff each day is different and I just hate how I feel. I ready to be that person I was over a year ago who is on track and knows what is important good health and going for my goals. I just keep faith that I will get back on track and also look forward to the many changes coming into my life in the next few weeks. Keep me in your thoughts all positive energy is really needed.

Weight is arising

Today I went to the Doctor for a check up I have been putting it off for a while but knew it was time and of course we have to have a weigh in. Well I was actually sure I had gained all of my weight back (322 lbs) and I was right but it is also plus 5 lbs. I am not sure how I feel about this. I have been stuck in the rut for so long trying to climb my way out seems there is no way to do it. I am feeling all of the things I felt before I lost the weight leg pain, hard time standing, not wanting to go out in public and so many more. I know I brought this on myself and I really do know better but it is here and I have to find a way to get back on track. In the next month there are a lot of changes coming my way and I think once I get through that I might be able to get back on track with my weight. I know I have to find a way to get back in my positive mode and just do it! I am the only one who can make this journey real and I have to find a way to do it and stop making excuses and just look inside for who I really am. I hope you all will be patient with me and still hang around I am really going to need all the support I can get and any advice you have is greatly needed. But in the end I am the only person who can make this happen.

Times are a changing

Hello everyone sorry I have been away so long just working on some things and I will share soon. It is funny how life is just going along and then you decide you need a change. My weight is still the same and I am just not ready to try again but I am going to make an effort to put the right foot forward soon. Hope you all are doing well I miss you guys1

One more day

Hey everyone sorry I have been so silent just working through some things and not much time for posting. Still working on my weight which is really getting me down and I cannot seem to find the motivation I need to get up and go.............just taking day by day and hoping I will get it in gear soon.

Trying something new

Hello everyone hope you all are having a great weekend. I am doing well PT is going ok and I am actually able to get around a lot better and even drive a lone yeah!

I am going to be trying some new things in the next few weeks and changing up my routine to what will fit for me now since my surgery. I am looking at ways to change up my eating habits as well as my exercise program. Any suggestions would be welcome and I am always looking for any great recipes. Keep in touch and I hope to be posting more often soon.